Alright, 06 June 2011 has come to an end. I will like to take this chance to thank a few group of people.First of all, thanks to Marlene, Desiree, Mei Xuan and those seniors plus squadmates who were there on 1st June to celebrate Ashikin and mine birthday. It was seriously a surprise for me, I really never expected it, thank you so much. Second, I want to thank Desiree, Jordan and Mei Xuan for the bear that you people passed to me on 2nd June, when I was on the way up to the toilet. Same thing, I never expected it, thank you very much. Thirdly, I want to take this chance and thank my beloved cell group E527(fighters to heaven)for the small celebration on 4th June. Thank you for the cake, present and birthday cake. It was very awesome and I really love it to the max. Thank you guys! :) I will also like to thank Pastor Ming Jin for his wishes! It was extreme awesome! :) I will also want to thank those people who texted me on my birthday itself and all those who wished me on facebook. It was really overwhelming and I never expected it to be this much, thank you people. I also want to thank my relatives and of course my family members(parents plus brothers) who celebrated my birthday for me on the day itself at my aunt's place. Last but not least, I want to say special thanks to Grace for coming down to Tampines from Bedok just to pass me the birthday cakes. :D I really appreciate all of this alot, alot. :D Thank you people for making 06 June 2011 an awesome and memorable day for me! :D Love you people!
-lynlonelygurl-
♥♥| 6/07/2011 07:03:00 PM
Hasn't really been posting for close to a month . How should I start everything ? To me , everything is in a mess now , my studies , my love life , my friendships . Everything seems to be on the rock for me now .
I can no longer see what I really wants , and what is really ahead of me . I can no longer see who is beside me when I needed someone badly , I no longer know who are my true friends , everyone seems to be a hi-bye friend to me now . Just a hi and a bye and left .
Seriously , what am I suppose to do ? I am really at a lost , I don't know what should I do . I can't choose to be who I am , I am just who I am .
I am really very tired of changing myself just to fit into every group , making everyone hang out with me just because I change for them , I change because of them .
I needed true friends who can accept me for who I am and not what I am .
-lynlonelygurl-
♥♥| 5/11/2011 11:40:00 PM
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
From today onwards,I am proud to say that the place that I am living in now,is no longer my home.This is only a place for me to sleep and bathe,nothing else.I have nothing to do with anybody or anyone in this flat.They are who they are,I am who I am,they live their own lifes,I live my own life.I am no longer to shed a single tears for this family anymore.None of the people in this place worth me dropping a single tear for them.I m out of this family.
-lynlonelygurl-
♥♥| 4/20/2011 03:26:00 PM
After such a long period of time,it is time for me to start blogging again.I really envy the people around me,their love life is so smooth,going in the direction that they wants.For mine,it is totally in the wrong way,wrong direction and it is super rough.
But no matter what,I want to thank God for the people around me,who are always showing concern to me,who never fails to worry for me.Thank God for people like you guys,if not,I had long given up hope on myself.Thank you people,I will try my best to stand up again.It is a hard fall,anyway,thanks :)
-lynlonelygurl-
♥♥| 4/05/2011 10:37:00 PM
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
我没有很想你，只是在高兴得时候会想起你，你是我第一个想要分享的人。
我没有很想你，只是再不高兴得时候会想起你，你是我第一个想要倾诉的人。
我没有很想你，只是在听歌的时候会突然想起你，只因为那歌词里写的好像我和你。
我没有很想你，只是在早晨醒来的时候会突然想起你，不为什么，只因为梦里出现的人好像你。
我没有很想你，只是在看书的时候会突然想起你，不为什么，只因为那书中的主角好像我和你。
我真的没有很想你，我只是在走到某个路口的时候才会想起你，我只是看碟看到一半的时候才会想起你，我只是听歌听到一半的时候才会想起你。
我真的没有很想你，我只是在我不想想你的时候想起你。这样真好，我没有很想你，我只是想你到眼睛湿润。
想你，但却害怕让你知道，所以不敢也不会打扰你。
-lynlonelygurl-
♥♥| 3/30/2011 11:39:00 PM
一时的同情，会造成更大的伤害。。。
不管自己有多累都不肯去睡觉，因为不想掉着眼泪它进梦里。。。
没有你的日子我不知道着么过，我需要你。。
我很想你。。。
♥♥| 3/17/2011 04:32:00 AM
Alright,since I am waiting for my drama to load,I shall update this little space of mine! :)
Alright,Sec 1 had ended.At first,I wasn't even looking forward to it.I personally find that it is because I am not up to standard to have a group of campers of my own.As a result,I think about the camp negatively.
After the camp,I was so glad that I turned up for the camp! :) My thinking turned out to be otherwise! :) Everything was so positive! :) The group that I had,I had only one word to say about them,they are simply awesome! :) Despite on the fact that I fall sick on the very first day of camp,I decided to stay on and press on.Thank God for such an awesome group,they knew that I wasn't feeling well,so they did all their best to cooperate with me,just to make sure that I will feel slight better,and I will be able to stay and take them all the way to the very last day of camp.Yes,indeed,they made me feel so much more relax and yes,I stayed all the way to the very last day of camp,just because of them.With my campers,they made me feel so relax,I don't have to worry about them at all,they will always make sure that everything that any of the CLs including me,told them what to do,they will always do it without making me scold them.They really impressed me alot,and amazingly,all the words that I said to them,they remembered all of it and all the mistakes that I told them,they changed it immediately.I am seriously very impressed of them.As a result,my beloved group won the best group for the camp.
G4,just to let you guys know,CL Desiree and I are very proud of you guys! :) Well done! :) I really love you guys to the max! :)
And this batch of Sec 1 are seriously a bunch of cadets who are always to face up every challenges and learn every single mistakes.Even some things that they did not do,they will apologise together as a group.And whatever things we tell them,they will remember and not do it again.And they also not show us attitude and give us stupid faces.I am seriously very impressed of this batch of Sec 1! :) Sec 1'11,be prepared for more challenges during your NPCC life in Pasir Ris Sec,I am looking forward to strive hard together with you guys,you guys are really the batch that are our smiling pills.Press on and hold on,I am looking forward to the day when the whole of Squad 1'11 POP.All the best to you guys! :) Love you people to the max!
-lynlonelygurl-
♥♥| 3/17/2011 02:04:00 AM
